I always thought that I would feel less fearful and more safe when my business would grow and I would be moving towards financial freedom.
Today I hit my first ever 60k month in my business and my memberships are at 35k monthly recurring revenue.
I expected to feel over the moon safe and happy.
Like I “made it”.
Well, there’s expectations and there’s reality.
The truth is: I’ve been really struggling over the last week.
A level of anxiety, nausea, headaches and exhaustion I haven’t felt since we lost the biggest client in my last business 3+ years ago.
Here’s a video to document my current state and to give you some insight on what high functioning anxiety looks like when growing your business.
I am sharing this to hopefully prepare you (my goal is to help all my members and my audience to get to this point of growth) and also to help myself.
I am documenting how I am right now and what I do to hopefully in a month or 2 from now look back and say that I didn’t self-sabotage again this time.
That I made it out on the other side of this.
That I was able to grow as a person so that I am the one that is strong enough to carry my growing business.
Not gonna lie: This feels completely embarrassing.
Like showing this weak side of mine that I never wanted anyone to see.
That side of me that screams: Oh if they are gonna find out what a loser you really are they are going to run away.
But that’s why I’ve got to share it.
I promised you to never sugar-coat this journey.
So this is me keeping my promise:
I hope it helps.
Hugs
Evelyn
Today I hit my first ever 60k month in my business and my memberships are at 35k monthly recurring revenue.
I expected to feel over the moon safe and happy.
Like I “made it”.
Well, there’s expectations and there’s reality.
The truth is: I’ve been really struggling over the last week.
A level of anxiety, nausea, headaches and exhaustion I haven’t felt since we lost the biggest client in my last business 3+ years ago.
Here’s a video to document my current state and to give you some insight on what high functioning anxiety looks like when growing your business.
I am sharing this to hopefully prepare you (my goal is to help all my members and my audience to get to this point of growth) and also to help myself.
I am documenting how I am right now and what I do to hopefully in a month or 2 from now look back and say that I didn’t self-sabotage again this time.
That I made it out on the other side of this.
That I was able to grow as a person so that I am the one that is strong enough to carry my growing business.
Not gonna lie: This feels completely embarrassing.
Like showing this weak side of mine that I never wanted anyone to see.
That side of me that screams: Oh if they are gonna find out what a loser you really are they are going to run away.
But that’s why I’ve got to share it.
I promised you to never sugar-coat this journey.
So this is me keeping my promise:
I hope it helps.
Hugs
Evelyn
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